lost something, finding something

twisting and turning
in a space that's too small
drawing the line and watching it fall

i can't explain why its not enough, why the pieces don't fit anymore.
please dont hate me for all this shit, im just as confused as you are.

where'd my mojo go?

watching boys over flowers, late night-early morning suppers at random places, tennis with usual khaki, checking out interesting stuff on the net (like this video here), sleeping too little in the night & napping too much in the day. Having no school these days are ruining my momentum, got work to do yet lacking the excitement to start.

to add on, to the list of "procrastination is"
procrastination is renewing your library books' return due date for the 3rd time & still not getting started on them :(
procrastination is blogging about how much work you have instead of getting them done.
SIGH!

630-930

we always try and find time to get together and now there's another reason to do so (:
my favourite photo; a little fuzzy and blurry but happy

close up; giraffe & toot

constipated, pig & emo nemo

sorry had to miss movie & dinner with you all, next time okay! D:

two less lonely people in the world

last saturday, we attended a wedding. on our way, we spotted a pair of rainbows in the sky. i only found out there were two rainbows, when kq showed me a photo she took on the same day. pity i didnt manage to capture it.


the happy couple;

ladies in black;



love this shot; btw meet my new sony toy :B

you're a star

happy 17, my dear girl (:

awesome apple caramel cheesecake from here

poppy out card i made last minute hoho;


handmade fabric book made by roy, came with a complimentary wearable art (star). the elephant button was an additional personal touch (:
too pretty to use?

an evening of ageless theatre

on 15 may, the entire family plus cousins plus friends came together to support our grandma(: the show was excellent, really thought provoking. my grandma was the eldest actress and she looked so cute on stage;



woooo weeeeee! :D

apple juice, kueh lapis & good company

"everything will be okay in the end.

if its not okay,
its not the end."
-anonymous

just got back from a sleepover at kq's hall. stayed up till 6:34am to chiong our tactile colour journal for friday. cant wait to see the actual printed publication later. oh btw, i love kq's hall/room; the junkfood, aircon & her floor actually feels clean enough to sleep on. the shower cubicle is also double the length of the cubicles at my hall.

im mighty sleepy now, naptime..!

daba dee doo da

late morning; daisy & marshies (:

before the show; Suan Thai House of Thai Cuisine

we were late for the show and the entire stadium was packed, surprisingly.
the beautiful set;


one;

two;

three; amazing.


no one slipped & fall this time round, or maybe we were too preoccupied with the candy floss, yucky ice ball, crown and all to notice.

for a moment

im now tuning into Pintu Radio through itunes, where merwyn is guest deejaying. And because of this really cute indo song which i dont understand the lyrics at all, im extremely amused! cant stop laughing at the computer screen. OH and now my song is being played :D :D

ah hahaha im all smiles now, feeling less jaded with everything (:
this week was insane. especially since i spent alot of time dealing with gericault's portraits of the insane & charcot's performance of hysteria.

looking forward to sunday with baby. havent really spoken to him for a few days cos of some army activity he's involved with. miss him much ):

it comes and it goes

some days i wanna, some days i just dont
sometimes i can feel it, then suddenly its gone
some days i can tell you the truth
and some days i just dont

only a change of mood, sun goes down
someone says something too quick or too soon
a touch not made, one made too late
armies of words cannot hope to contain

that it comes and it goes
and i have no control.

it's a love story baby

"Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes"

happy very very very belated 20th (:

maiden roll of film

loving the coloursplash effect on this,

my favourite; (: (: (:

my aiming kind of sucks though, waist & shoulder shots all anyhow one D:
trying out another type of film next, hee hee(:

something to look forward to

dbd(: bought the tickets as promised & they're now tucked safely in my purse waiting for 15march. Disney on Ice - Princess Wishes here we come, again hahaha! :D

things are gonna be crazy these two weeks, time is flying by and im not getting things done fast enough..! today was quite a depressing day, bad news all day long. dont really want to talk about it. just want to cross my fingers & hope things will be okay at the very end.
i love u & i want to be there for you this time.

luckily joo made corn soup which left this nice smell in our room, the smell of homecooked food haha (:

two eggs & a slice of pizza

joo's surprise hard boiled eggs and flor's bday hawaiian pizza made today seem less unlucky than it should be;

woke up late for school, got dressed in record time of 5 minutes. about to leave hall, accidentally leaned on the wall which was freshly painted. got paint all over my right side; arms, clothes and hair. ran to the toilet and attempted to wash it off, cleaner auntie tried to help. used the cloth she used to clean the sinks (and maybe even toilet bowls) to scrub my hair. i was still very grateful though. paint refused to budge, ran back to room, grabbed black sweater and draped it across my right shoulder. left hall avoiding all the green walls this time. caught bus C straightaway (thank goodness) tim called to ask if im buying breakfast and whether i could help him buy (the last thing i would expect someone to ask me when im half covered in ugly green paint and running late for class). reached class late but not very late. had people asking me about my "white hair" (its dirty green actually if you look really closely). the paint didnt go away even after a thorough shower, my white top is a goner and i had to snippity snip some hair off.

& that pretty much sums up my unlucky day.
SIGHH. i thought such things only happen in Mr Bean comedies ):
midterm break starts today, woohoo!

for the apples of my eye

choc-a-cup;

all packed in a box;

the box; illustrations done by me, click for larger version (:

the buttons i ordered (& designed) came in a ziploc bag, how cute.

in the process of sorting out who gets what;

love how awesome the buttons turned out :D
but i guess this is the last time, it irks me that im not given any credit for my designs, rawr.

eh! looks like my school

visited the marina barrage with family last weekend, my first reaction when we reached there was "eh! grass on the roof, looks like my school!" haha it was bigger and had a better view from the top though (:


HAHA check out the pink balloons at the top left!

at the top; abit too crowded & noisy for my liking but i loved the whole kite-flying thing going on

a happy kite in the gloomy sky;

the lawnmower looks like its admiring the scenery too


at the cafe;


wheeee..!

happy kite falling, ayeee..!