take me away

when I realised I could find no one else to turn to,
when I realised I was more alone than I thought I was,
you came to my rescue yet again.

and you're the only one that's keeping me sane.
with you around, I dont need anyone or anything else.
I never thought this would be the case and I never wanted it to be
but over the long weekend, I realised that this is so very true.
its like a game and unknowingly, I made myself lose on purpose.
how is that possible? well it is when all you want is
to get out.

all I want to do now is to go away, somewhere, anywhere, with you.
together with my storybooks and polaroid camera.
where no one will comment that what Im doing is wrong,
where no one will make me upset with just a single sms,
where no one will tell me that I should be someone Im not.

yet another build up of insecurities.
go away.